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Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Funny, You Don't Look Fluish.

Depends on the day. The couple of days a week I feel like I'm breathing normally and not absolutely happy to die (how you know it's the flu) I look almost human. But jeezus, the rest of the time I want to die. Just recently I remember someone on Downton Abbey died of the flu (we had family die of flu before I was born) and I can totally understand how it happened. I'd forgotten what having a tough flu was like. It goes on and on. "A cold is 3 days coming, 3 days here, and 3 days going." and "If you feel miserable, it's a cold; if you think you're gonna die and don't care, it's a flu." are sayings I grew up with in my practical upbringing.

Aside from that, I'm distracting myself with the funny stuff on facebook (see below), reading a lot and have been talking to my brother a lot. We have something in common again, being old and alone. Oh yes, Boomer moved to the west coast for a job he'd be an ass not to take. So I'm entirely single again.



Billy still has an enormous job in front of him. The garage is packed wall to wall, from Mac's hoarding. The full stand-up freezer is surrounded by cases of foods that are now too old to eat and nobody's been able to get to the freezer for several years. It's gonna take a dumpster. And she'd told me the worst place was the attic, which he hasn't looked in yet. One bite at a time. He's too busy to fall apart. He's in the market for a motorcycle. The same make of bike he had back in the 70s now sells for 23 grand! Damn! I've got 2 minds about it. I'm thrilled to get old Billy back, and scared as hell he'll be on a bike at this point in his health. But I can't tell him what to do. If he can still hold a bike up, he'll get it. I know he won't be suicidal. Or I have to believe that anyway.

Emmet has recovered and is his silly dogness again. Typing that made my shoulders drop just now. That was a scary while there but he seems to be okay. Strider isn't sleeping enough, but otherwise okay.

I've also reverted to sick foods of childhood-



tea, 7Up, Campbell's chickynoodle, crackers and cheese. Which didn't make things better either time. It's just what I got, not what I should've had. But I haven't had it in me to cook things. And food in general has been pretty iffy. My tonsils are up too, and my ears hurt.  The earthquake effect is back, too. It's quite a showy thing, a dramatic flu.



Nonetheless, the minute I show an interest in food, I'll make a health soup and eat potatoes and yogurt til I'm hale.

Well, It's midnight now and I'm hoping my stomach is going to stay uneruptive. So while I have the window of time, I'm off to bed. Will do better about being in touch.
xo

8 comments:

Starting Over, Accepting Changes - Maybe said...

Oh my, I feel so bad for you, Laura. It sounds like the flu got you bad. Hopefully the worst of it is over. Even though you don't feel up to eating, you have to have fluids or you will get dehydrated and that will make things much worse.

Take care of yourself, dear friend.. Hopefully, next week, this will all be over.

mybabyjohn/Delores said...

That sounds absolutely hideous. Take care of yourself and I'll be sending healing thoughts your way.

Susan Flett Swiderski said...

You poor thing. Too bad there's no one there who can pamper you with homemade soup and lots of TLC. Take care, kiddo, and get well soon. Drink lots of fluids, whether you want them or not.

MoonRaven said...

Oh my--it sounds horrendous. Congratulations for slogging through it all. I'll echo what others have said about drinking lots of fluids, and with luck this will be the end of it.

May you feel like your old self soon.

Sending you love and healing.

Austan said...

Arleen, it's so slowly going away. Sooooo slowly.

Austan said...

Thanks Lawless, I'll take em!

Austan said...

Susan sometimes I think "I wish there was someone here to take care of me" but the reality is that I'm used to being alone and I'm a pretty bitchy sick person anyway. ;)

Austan said...

Thanks Moony, I'm getting there with a little love and healing sent by my friends! x