While packing I've come to realize that some of the clumsiness is just how I am now, not because of the opiates. There must be nerve damage in my right arm, as I drop pens, paper, pencils and eyeglasses- anything lightweight all the time. My hand just opens. And for a former basketball player, it pisses me off to not hit the wastebasket after all these years. I've been typing with my left hand for 3 years now, since my right hand fingers won't do what they're told. I was blaming it on the drugs, but it's apparent it's not the drugs now. Dammit.